Tuesday, December 22, 2009

well we knew we had the good things but those never seemed to last. oh please, just last.

from my dad, received this morning:
<What time is your gathering this evening?
Yesterday, I spoke with Laney...she almost made me misty when she was speaking of you (just because of the nice things she was saying and in part, thinking about how the things she said contrast some of the difficulties she has experienced w/Mallory...). She talked about how you have become a beautiful woman, not just physically beautiful, but also by the confidence and poise you carry yourself with - she described your presence as radiant. (...I'm misty again, because it's true!)
ILYxo>>


Merry Christmas, Dad.
I'm who I am because of you.
<3.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

one-- one-- one-- one or two won't do, 'cause i want it all.

i left the band for a reason.
it was a wonderfully happy and fulfilling time in my life, and i am so honored to have been a part of it.
that doesn't mean i want to talk about it all the time.
thanks.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

"Does the moon have a purpose?" she inquired of Prince Charming.
Prince Charming pretended that she had asked a silly question. Perhaps she had. The same query put to the Remington SL3 elicited this response:
Albert Camus wrote that the only serious question is whether to kill yourself or not.
Tom Robbins wrote that the only serious question is whether time has a beginning and an end.
Camus clearly got up on the wrong side of bed, and Robbins must have forgotten to set the alarm.
There is only one serious question. And that is:
Who knows how to make love stay?
Answer me that and I will tell you whether or not to kill yourself.
Answer me that and I will ease your mind about the beginning and the end of time.
Answer me that and I will reveal to you the purpose of the moon.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

you can put the sun away, i don't need it for today.

i love snow in the morning; sitting at my desk with coffee watching outside my window.

day three of hot flashes.

love them.
miss cali-- cali.